| Wednesday, May 19th, 2004 |
| 1:44 pm |
Sun !!!
Sun Sun Sun Sun !!!! I love it when days are like today ! Why the hell am I stick in my bloody office and why won't they let me go home !! Any1 want to send an e-mail to my manager to try and persuade him to let me go home !!!! I got a tan at lunch !! ;-) OK on to other issues apart from how much I love the summer !! I think it was about time I updated - i have made my point now. Loads of other stuff going on with possible new job and stuff but I didn't want to temp fate by updating LJ b4 I know for sure. xxxxxxx Current Mood:  energeticCurrent Music: Some crap ! I'm on hold |
| Thursday, March 25th, 2004 |
| 9:48 pm |
Dave !!
I have just looked over some past entries and foud this !! "Dave if you can read this then I'am sorry I truley did not mean to offend you!! I'am sorry" My own words - what was I thinking utter bollox - I take this statement back. Dave you are the most un reasonable disrespectful person I have met and lived with. All you care about is yourself and have no consideration for others. Also you have no morals. Considering you let me with 2 months of your rent to pay + your part of the council tax this adds up to about £1k. Still after that you manage to piss me of after demanding all your stuff back when you moved out like 2 months b4 and you won't even come into to get it and apologise for the mess you let the house in. Gutless !! I have to say things have been so much better since you left. We have a flat mate now that is chilled not highly strung and certainly doesn't snap at every little thing. He also tidy's up his mess. I hope your happy now you have moved out as I know you don't have a fixed address and a nutter for girlfriend. Kisses !! Hmmm lu |
| 9:03 pm |
Interview - Arggg
After checking the post for the last few days finally a letter arrived that I had been waiting for. I have an Interview !!! Ekkkk I applied to be health care assistant at PAH hosiptal as eventually I want to train to be a nurse. Now I could of gone to Uni to do this. This is going to prove far too expensive for me as I have rent of £300 a month plus c tax of £118 and lots of debt to pay off. I can't really aford to be living on a £5,000 bursary a year !! This means I have had to go for the option of learn on the job. Which is fine by me. I think you get more experience anyway !!! Plan - Work as an HCA for 1 year. (crap money I know £10k-12K depending on experience) Get seconded and then the NHS will pay for me to go to Uni and I still get my monthly income. 3 days working 2 days at uni a week. Plus blocks of 2 week study. Then once qualified find somewhere to live outside the UK. England is Ok but I don't like the politics and the weather. (Tis far too cold for me) Anway so back to the Interview ! It's on April the 8th @ 2.15pm - on the Cardiac Ward. Looking forward to it. If very nervous !!! (People wish me luck !!! ) Anyone got any good advise for interview techniques ?? I have also applied for the post of Radiology assistant although I have not heard anything of this yet. Fingers crossed as this also looked very interesting. I still have another week to find out if I have been considered. As the hospital do not send out rejection letters which is understanderable. You just have to wait 2 weeks and if you haven't heard anything in that time consider yourself rejected. Update : Well to update on other things. Again not much is happenig at the moment. Work is still very dead. I have had today off work in which i have done nothing all day apart from pop to the shops to get some lunch and go out and check the post. I have lost the post key which means I have to go outside and fish my hand in the letter box. (I'm in a flat if you hadn't guessed) Tomorrow I also have the day off work - not sure what to do but don't fancy sitting around the house again. Even tho it makes good me time !! Harlow isn't the most exciting place in the world. Infact there is almost nothing to do !! Hmmm. Ideas ? Bonus : I got paid my yearly bonus from work this week. Now I'm greatful for the extra money but not the amount of tax the government has decided to take from me. I couldn't believe it almost £450 !! My bonus was 750 plus my monthly income of about £900. This is on top of what I'am normally taxed about £170 + £80 odd NI. I'm sure it doesn't cost this much money to keep me in the country for one month. I was hoping to clear alot of my debt with this - not so. Doesn't touch the sides. Ohhh dear !! Bank: I'm currently thinking of switching my bank from Barclays ( yes I know the reputation but surprising they have been very good with me and I have no real at the moment to switch )Smile on the other hand is run by the co-op bank but has a bit better rates and is very ethical and green to the environment something that Barclays is not. I will switch once I get some more of my loan paid of off and debt cleared !!! OK time to go have a bath kiddo's seen as other half is sound asleep on the sofa after having too heavy night last night and has a dodgy tummy !! No sympathy self inflicted. OH - While I remember !! SEWING MACHINES ! If any one has a decent second hand one for sale I would def want to take this off your hands ! I'm looking at trying to make my own clothes I have no idea how to do this but look forward to learning. I love making stuff i'm just not very good at it. I always seem to have a great picture of what things should look like in my head but never turn out right !! Hmmm. Hope every one is well !! **big hugs ** lu xxx Current Mood:  excited |
| Thursday, March 18th, 2004 |
| 10:11 pm |
Urmm !
How did that link happen !!! ???? Hmmmmm Still can't work out how to get whole thing on to LJ ???? Silly lu xxxx Current Mood:  confused |
| 9:56 pm |
Ohh look what I found -
Ok, I hope this works as I'm crap with internet computer type things. I think this is fun. Pumpkins fans this is for you !!! Ok I'am offically crap - I don't how to do it. I found a pumpkins questionnaire on line. Which smashing pumpkins album are you ? I have no idea how to get this onto LJ. (Please stop laughing) So I will just give you the site and you can go try for yourselves. http://www.pumpkinheads.net/test2/I'am The Smashing Pumpkins album Adore !! I think that explains me pretty well. Depressing as that may sound. So anyway if - sum1 could let me know how on earth I could that onto LJ. I know it can be done I've seen other questionnaires !! So huhh. Anyway so my Week !! To sum up - has gone really quickly, work is boring me senseless. I've established I don't come and see my best mate nearly enough ( bad lu - slap wrist ) Ohh Good luck by the way Hun - I wish I could make glastonbury but it's a bit far without car n all !! hehe. Finally applied to be a nurse plus another job within the hospital as a radiology assistant. So I've got to wait a couple of weeks now to find out what happens with that!! Fingers crossed !! Anyway gotta go and get some toilet roll as I've just remembered we run out and my flat mate is going to kill me as he has got it the last couple of times we run out ( I have a new flat mate by the way !! Dave is gone yay !! Ben the one is lovely ) Hope you are all well !! Speak ta soon & take care **big** hugs lulu Current Mood:  bouncyCurrent Music: Smashing Pumpkins - Adore - Perfect |
| Wednesday, February 25th, 2004 |
| 5:40 pm |
PC world
Ohh my god !!! I will never be entering that commission based hawk eyed place again. The moment I stepped in about 20 people asked if they could help and that's not in a good way. When I said I wanted to buy a PC I was jumped on tied to spot and shown every single pc in the range of £1000 & over. When I explained after a 20mins that I wanted something in the region of £500-£600 they looked at me as if I knew nothing. Never again. That was awful !! All I want is a pc pref flat screen as lack of space that will burn cd give me access to bt broadband watch dvd allow to edit music for radio station. Maybe has printer and simple word processing. Plus a bit of memory as I intend to be downloading alot of stuff. How hard can it be !!!! Any reconmendations for where I can go and brands etc... I'am going to leave work now as I fear i have been here far too long from 9am this morning and I have better things to do with my time. Plus I have a radio meeting @ 7. Again calling all bands please contact me I need demo's and I'm arranging events at the square that will have live links to the radio. I have till April 20th !!!! Current Mood:  awake |
| Tuesday, February 24th, 2004 |
| 5:16 pm |
Silly !
Ok so i managed to turn off the comments button some how at some point and it has only just been pointed out to me !! Silly lu !!! I have now managed to turn it back on, so anyone that wants to get heard please contact me as the radio station is close to getting underway and we need bands demo's etc... Or if you have anything to talk about that is a bit off the wall that we could use for a debate on air. That would be good as well. Still no PC at home since rat boy left and took the PC and owing me £600 in rent. Hmmm Going to hav a look at one tonight @ PC world. Current Music: hold music work - boring |
| Thursday, February 19th, 2004 |
| 1:35 pm |
None
I'm finding things extremley difficult at the moment even to put into words how I'm feeling. I'm not really sure. I think that everything I see, touch or do seems to go the opposite way to what I need or want. I'm trying to be build myself a career in something I really want to do and have wanted to do for ages but I don't have the confidence to do it and everytime I ask someone I just seem to get put further and further down. I'am told "I never saw as that type of person - I don't think you could do that " even from my own mother at a time when I need the most support. Is she right ? Maybe ! Or perhap's they are all wrong and I can proove them right. Or maybe not I even doubt myself so emensley at the moment. I try to be positive but how can I when people around me are doing nothing to help and everything to put me down. I need to get away ,travel find myself and my real friends. Current Mood:  depressed |
| Monday, February 9th, 2004 |
| 9:18 pm |
La la Radio
Finally harlow has the chance to really show people that it isn't as shit as you may think. A few people I know are launching a community based radio station. It is part funded by BBi which is cool. So I'm getting involved and it is due to go on Air on April 5th. So those of you in harow and 6 mile radius make sure you tune in. :-) ( Name currently undecided ) We are currently looking for people to help us, any one trying to get them selves noticed media based please contact me. We are looking for reporters, music acts, hosts people to help set up the website etc.. everything really. The recording is based at the square and the beamed to occassio house then across a 6 mile base. This is live for 2 weeks and then the whole thing will go net based for about a year. Going live after that again. (hopefully) Anyway this is hopefully where I will spend most of my time editing etc... doing all the behind the scenes stuff. I'm not brave enough to go on air. Any idea's people - let me know. Please e-mail me if you want get Airtime or send me a demo. We are also looking to broadcas live from square gigs so there should be a chance to for bands to get involved. luv lulu xxxxxx Current Mood:  artistic |
| Monday, February 2nd, 2004 |
| 10:11 am |
The Square
OK, so Saturday night at the square kinda sucked !!! After the fist banded invited everyone they possibly knew into the venue (note: they were the type that under "normal" circumstances would not even enter )this meant I had to stand outside waiting for an hour to get in just to support a mate. It was bloody cold & I almost got blown away in the wind. Non the less I finally made it inside, despite the square being up to it's capacity of 150 and not allowing any one else in due to fire regulations as they were expecting a check at any moment !!! Yeah right !!! Someone find me some petrol & a light !!! I missed the fist band of course, although they didnt sound that great from what I could of hear of them outside !! The second band were well, all about 12 (or looked it ) The bass player/ singer, was amazing I have never heard such brillant bass playing espically from someone who looked so young. I can't really say it was my type of music tho !! I cam't really remember what it was like got bored too quickly as it all sounded the same !!! His singing/roar wasn't really up to much but I'm sure that when his voice breaks things might impove. This sparked me too thinking that we need bands from further a field to be playing at the square, SKELLIGA this is your cue to spread your wings and open to a different kind of audience !!! Get your asses down there !! I wanna see you guys at the next battle of the bands !!! Current Mood:  blahCurrent Music: zwan |
| Sunday, January 11th, 2004 |
| 5:47 am |
Arrh, what time does the sun come up again. I'm waiting !!! Am having one of those nights where I'll talk about everything & anything !!! Tis nice, I've missed this !! Plus I'm I'm getting a kitten today ! Yay !!! I'm excited. Current Mood: bouncyCurrent Music: REM - Everybody hurts ( 4 old times) |
| Sunday, January 4th, 2004 |
| 1:58 pm |
What have I done ??
This is possibly the worst morning of 2004 already, maybe tomorrow will be better even tho I'am going back to work. Today I got up in the best of moods, this soon went from bad to worse. I shall explain for sometime now our flatmate has had his girlfriend round almost everyday since we have been there and almost every day, she makes the most noisy huffing noises during sex possible . Although I'am sure this is not intended for me to hear or piss me off. It does a great deal. Well this morning I had well and Truley had enough, so as the sex got louder so did my frustration as this has been making me unhappy for some time ( partly due to the fact that she is living here rent free and could be the most annoying person on earth) well as I walked past to put some stuff in the living room I happen to shout "Dave - put a f**king gag over your girlfriend - thankyou " (Please note I said thank you) Well the noise stopped thank god - but then Dave comes storming into my bedroom saying something about us having a cheek as he says he can hear us when we have sex. Although I did retort with " at least I'm quiet " To which he had nothing to say !!! Then like a child he starts calling me a big nosed cunt and started slagging me me off. Which I think is far worse !! OK maybe I should have kept my mouth shout but it had just got to that point where I didn't want to listen to it anymore and yes maybe I could have said it in a more polite mannor. But you don't think off these things when your angry. Well now he has packed all his stuff and is saying that he will be back for it later and he will be gone by tonite. ( A little bit of an over reation me thinks ) So I tried to apologise for offending him as he obviously was,perhap's a little embassassed maybe. Although he was having none of it. I just think it's a little OTT to walk out over. I understand that it has hurt his girlfriend and everything but the point is that she should not be there and it is taking the piss big time. I know I was out a little harsh in what I said!! But come on if he said the same thing to me there is no way I would react like that !! All has got a bit out of hand. Dave if you can read this then I'am sorry I truley did not mean to offend you!! I'am sorry ! Current Mood:  & Apologetic |
| Thursday, December 4th, 2003 |
| 8:52 pm |
Why do I bother !!
Work are actually making me do something this week !!! Rarrr Can you believe it !! I have been run off my feet trying to get everything done and doing some report for a meeting I have with a customer on Monday and everyone is out the bloody office so I get left to do everything !! Literally. I ask a collegue of mine to run a report and god knows what he gave me but it wasn't what I asked for and now I have had to take it home and do here as I will be too busy at work tomorrow. I hate sorting other peoples mistakes !! All for a wadge of not nearlly enough !!!! Huh !! It sucks !!!! Rarrrr !!! Current Mood:  pissed offCurrent Music: Marilyn Manson - Beautiful people |
| Tuesday, December 2nd, 2003 |
| 10:56 pm |
Twice
It updated my entry twice !!! Hmm The first time it told me the site was in read only mode while modifications were being made !! Very strange !!! hmmmm Current Mood: confused |
| 10:53 pm |
Ouch !
I got my Madonna pierced on Saturday ! Yay ! He he At last it's only taken me a year or so to pluck up the courage to do it. Yay !!!! Skelliga gig was Rocked ! Disappointed @ Venue a bit, was hoping that it would be open later after the bands there was not much else to do but go to slimlight - didn't go as a lift home was way to temping in a nice warm bus ! Was in a bit a pain most of night and had to drink out of a straw . Although there are advantages to this ;-) Also had a good time for other reasons that I shall not mention on line. You know who you are if your reading this !! hehe ;-) Current Mood: bouncyCurrent Music: Skelliga - dya Believe? |
| 10:43 pm |
Ouch !
I got my Madonna pierced on Saturday ! Yay ! He he At last it's only taken me a year or so to pluck up the courage to do it. Yay !!!! Skelliga gig was Rocked ! Disappointed @ Venue a bit, was hoping that it would be open later after the bands there was not much else to do but go to slimlight - didn't go as a lift home was way to temping in a nice warm bus ! Was in a bit a pain most of night and had to drink out of a straw . Although there are advantages to this ;-) Also had a good time for other reasons that I shall not mention on line. You know who you are if your reading this !! hehe ;-) Cya soon x |
| Friday, November 28th, 2003 |
| 9:33 am |
Arrh Peace !!
This is lovely !! The day off work to do whatever at my own pace. I literally have nothing to do it's fantastic. I feel like I'm bunking off school or something !! hehe. (You can tell I don't get out very often) Plan for the day !! Search the Internet for x-mas pressies. Go into town to get fresh air and have a wonder. Perhap's get a peircing. Eat at some point Watch a film Have a bath maybe eat again Sleep at random intervals !! Maybe tidy the house. I love having the house to myself !!! Current Mood:  calmCurrent Music: smashing pumpkins - Mayonaise |
| Thursday, November 27th, 2003 |
| 2:09 pm |
Work
Ok being at work with your partner who you had a big row with last night just gets worse not good Some people can be so pig headed !!! Considering flushing my head down a toilet i'm that pissed off or his !!! At least lunch was good, Cheese n ham toastie. Yumm !! Tomorrow off work yay !!! Long weekend !! Current Mood:  frustratedCurrent Music: work hold music- boring |
| Wednesday, November 26th, 2003 |
| 11:14 pm |
Shared Households
I do know if any of you have ever lived in a shared house hold but it beginning to really get me down. I have this problem. I moved in with me obviously, dean my partner and his cousin. Only his girlfriend has moved in as well or may as well have the amount of time she spends here. More than me !! Now I don't mind her staying over the weekend and the odd night in the week here & their, but when she has had her own key cut and waltizes round the house likeshe actually pays rent when she doesn't I think it takes the piss just a bit. Espically when I need to bath, wash, eat, dry clothes and sit on my sofa and her self or her things are there. I have tried to drop more than sutall hints to our flat mate and this failed. I can't get a chance to talk tp him as she is always around. Well things came to a head 2nite I am particually tired and after me attempting to sleep twice tonight once @ 7 then again an hour or so ago. I'm interupted by loud sex. (which happens most nites, I don't mind them having sex although a little consideration for others in the house maybe nice) Well me & my partner then discussed this rather loudly and in the my hast I stuck a note though the door asking " Can I talk to you about house issues when you are free on your own - thanx " Apparently this was the wrong thing to do and I have now caused lotsof up raw. Not that either of them have said anything to me yet !! Any idea's on ohw to resolve the situation would come in handy. I really didn't bank on moving in with someone else. !! Current Mood:  annoyedCurrent Music: Various - Rarr!!! |
| Tuesday, November 11th, 2003 |
| 10:35 pm |
E-mail
Finally back on line --- I have a new e-mail address. Please feel to contact me for details. I think I prob e-mailed most of all ready. I will do a more up to date entry soon. I'am very tried and need my beauty sleep. Plus i only went into lj on a wimm to see if I could remember my password. xxxx |
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